Waking up to reality

Damn, I'm still dreaming

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Compare me to a sloth, there's no way you cannot find the similarities.

My hair is giving me headache for no particular reason. A hint that I should cut my hair? Maybe. Though until now, I haven't really found a hair dresser to my liking. Which is why to the explanation of my weird hair everytime. Either I didn't make myself clear or they don't really get which direction I'm heading towards.

Making a decision gives me headache, settling down, blow my mind out.

As far as I'm concerned, I need to rid this beer belly of mine. It's getting from bad to worst. Oh please, stop me from drinking, anyone really, just anyone.

On the 13th of November, spells my doom day. I'm going for the army's medical check up. I don't remember any particular incident where I have good experiences with the nurses when I was young.

Of course, since now I'm 19, nurses, fantasies, you get the idea.

Damn, I wish I'm damn mature when I was primary 6....


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[info]nautilus_4
你微笑的眼 让我看到无数青天
望着你左脸 回想起我们的当年

那故事我也重复了几千遍
故事的结局总是那么甜

小时候 曾与你荡秋千
长大了 彼此也不再拖欠
冷风吹了一整夜

你说要放弃 毫不犹豫 就离我而去
我们的回忆 变了过去 是那么甜蜜

约好了去看戏 一整晚下着雨
我还在等你 回心转意

不要在躲避 惦记着你 让我们重新
放开了自已 把它忘记 原谅我脾气

:) i wrote this myself.

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we always talk
but never once we walk
finding the key to that lock
everything seems blocked

dreams, what are they
although some never says
under the sun's blaze
we walked right into a maze

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[info]nautilus_4

“小時候 每當遇到失敗的時候 便覺得世界即將要末日

但當人慢慢長大 遇到的考驗也越來越多時

從前的一切失敗 也變得微不足道 ”



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7th of august
it was awesome night
it's better to have done and regret than to regret for not doing it

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I'm challenging the limits of my physical capabilities.

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Angelababy
中文名字是安祖娜婴儿
是一名中德混血儿
四分之一的血统是Germany
吃什么都不用带Money
煮东西就要靠Mummy
强项是清蒸Sashimi
能不能吃倒很可疑
评判现在退席也不迟

COME ON BABY!!

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[info]nautilus_4
5 years ago,
you left behind your heart and decided to seek your future somewhere else.
I blamed you. Being so cold hearted. And we never contact each other since.

5 years later,
standing infront of me, her beauty so ravishing.
She came up to me, I couldn't recongnise her at first sight.
But that smell of hers, after so many years, I can still remember.
It's always on my mind, lingering.

"you told me you like this perfume" she said.

"And I thought, you had already forgotten about me".

"Not when you're someone so important to me"

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I admit, I felt a twinge of jealousy.

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[info]nautilus_4
It's an important day for me.

And the song replayed by itself.

Still, stuck in my head.

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[info]nautilus_4
I've accomplished my 42.195km run. Every km I pass, I kept telling myself there's still x km to go. Sounds pretty encouraging right? It also means that you are going to the end. You're going to finish it.

5km...      3km...    2.4km... 1km...

Eventually, it finishes. Everything will come to an end, no matter good things or bad. It also mark the start of another race/marathon.


Resting, conditioning, hitting your peak and eventually the start of another race. Running certainly helps in clearing your mind. Just like the recycle bin which you could just click and drag it into.

You can never run alone in a race. Everybody in it aims to complete the race. Timing, as I think, is the least important. Still, the friends or even just strangers that share the same passion with you, is a sight to behold.

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My race is up next.

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LAST DAY OF WORK.

sometimes, just be humble.

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Never ever had such devastating moment in my life.


you're just too fucking proud


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One entry before I leave for my work later, as strange as it may seem but no doubt what I've just said is genuine.

10pm to 10am and I'm having 9am class tomorrow. This is what happen to poor people.

时常为念挂你 而磨蚀了体重
如无力独占你 就试着放开你
轻轻一笑气球放开手
彼此都有了自由 不必担心失去
最晒脱是没拥有
忘记你前路继续走 衷心祝你畅游 全宇宙
在这天找到勇气

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It might seem a little weird, but rest assured. Everything is in good hands now.

Finally, the day I've been so looking forward to, the last day of my 3 weeks long mind crumpling night classes.

Playing DotA with Ben and Josh has become a routine for me everynight before sleep.

It's been long since I slept early. Good night.

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Once again, skipping class is just so not a stranger to me. Whatever that sentence meant. supposed to have a early 9-12 class. At the sound of my alarm, I decided to sleep just a little bit more.

I woke up at 1pm.

Holy shit, supposed to meet Jerina at SP at 1230pm. I messaged her stating that I was battling the demons and aliens in my dreamland, afterwhich I apologise to her. Felt so bad.

I'm now currently saving up money for a DSLR, most likely will be Nikon D300.

I just cant wait to get my hands on you.. :)

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I'm like haveing a test in an hour time and I'm still not studying for it. Lack of sleep.

I HATE ECONS!

Why did I even choose that in the first place.

Studying session yesterday at Marina Square. Brought the person to the Esplanade rooftop, she said she've never been there before. Does she even live in singapore?

No, she came from the jungles nearby. She is like asking me the same old question whenever I see her.

' eh got banana or not? '

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It was movie and pool session with the guys yesterday. Since it's been so long since we went out, so I decided to skip my 3-5 class to go out with them. We were kinda keen on watching Wolverine but it was not showing anymore, I guess it's due to the leak of the movie.

Star trek was awesome.

my mind is really blank right now.


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[info]nautilus_4
My friends are telling me not to waste my time
I cant concentrate until I make you mine.

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