nautilus_4

It's been 6 months.

I don't know what is going on in a girl's mind, seriously. Indecisive, possessive, jealousy and fickle-minded are just some of the traits women possessed. No matter how much I proclaim that money is the most important factor in the current society to survive, I'm always contradicting myself in the end.

It's always this season of the year where I'm most lost and confused. However much I hope the script will go according to my wishes, there's always this twist of plot ruining everything else. Come back to reality! It's not always a happily ever after. I give up easily when I know I'm not going to have a chance after a few tries. We will always come to the stage of making a decision. Right now I have 2. All I can say is, I'm not a risk taker. The safer route is always my choice and so in the end, I regret. I'm really in need of some decision making crash course!

Project: information classified.
Group mates: top secret.
Date: unidentified
Language: confidential

Compare me to a sloth, there's no way you cannot find the similarities.

My hair is giving me headache for no particular reason. A hint that I should cut my hair? Maybe. Though until now, I haven't really found a hair dresser to my liking. Which is why to the explanation of my weird hair everytime. Either I didn't make myself clear or they don't really get which direction I'm heading towards.

Making a decision gives me headache, settling down, blow my mind out.

As far as I'm concerned, I need to rid this beer belly of mine. It's getting from bad to worst. Oh please, stop me from drinking, anyone really, just anyone.

On the 13th of November, spells my doom day. I'm going for the army's medical check up. I don't remember any particular incident where I have good experiences with the nurses when I was young.

Of course, since now I'm 19, nurses, fantasies, you get the idea.

Damn, I wish I'm damn mature when I was primary 6....

你微笑的眼 让我看到无数青天
望着你左脸 回想起我们的当年

那故事我也重复了几千遍
故事的结局总是那么甜

小时候 曾与你荡秋千
长大了 彼此也不再拖欠
冷风吹了一整夜

你说要放弃 毫不犹豫 就离我而去
我们的回忆 变了过去 是那么甜蜜

约好了去看戏 一整晚下着雨
我还在等你 回心转意

不要在躲避 惦记着你 让我们重新
放开了自已 把它忘记 原谅我脾气

:) i wrote this myself.

we always talk
but never once we walk
finding the key to that lock
everything seems blocked

dreams, what are they
although some never says
under the sun's blaze
we walked right into a maze

“小時候 每當遇到失敗的時候 便覺得世界即將要末日

但當人慢慢長大 遇到的考驗也越來越多時

從前的一切失敗 也變得微不足道 ”

7th of august
it was awesome night
it's better to have done and regret than to regret for not doing it

I'm challenging the limits of my physical capabilities.

Angelababy
中文名字是安祖娜婴儿
是一名中德混血儿
四分之一的血统是Germany
吃什么都不用带Money
煮东西就要靠Mummy
强项是清蒸Sashimi
能不能吃倒很可疑
评判现在退席也不迟

COME ON BABY!!

5 years ago,
you left behind your heart and decided to seek your future somewhere else.
I blamed you. Being so cold hearted. And we never contact each other since.

5 years later,
standing infront of me, her beauty so ravishing.
She came up to me, I couldn't recongnise her at first sight.
But that smell of hers, after so many years, I can still remember.
It's always on my mind, lingering.

"you told me you like this perfume" she said.

"And I thought, you had already forgotten about me".

"Not when you're someone so important to me"

I admit, I felt a twinge of jealousy.